Tuesday, November 4, 2008
So, I have been having many unpure thoughts lately that I just need to resist, especially toward various UFC fighters (I should stop watching that). Jesus would not love me if I acted on them. I am not a married woman, therefore I should not even be thinking these things. I must wait until I find the proper man, the proper husband, that I have only these thoughts for, and only for procreation reasons. Not for pleasure reasons, for that is sinful and wrong. I should not be thinking this way, I should only be thinking about the nine children I'm going to have after I find my one true love, soul mate, the man I will be with until I die. Until I die? Hmm, maybe I should prolong this being single thing a little bit longer.